sorry for being dead on here
i've kinda shifted all my focus to tumblr
which has left me with dead inside
every so often i think about the past, the friends i used to have, and how some people really wanted to see me gone that badly to the point where they had to take it a step too far
sure we're on good terms now, and we agreed to stay out of each other's lives, but that doesn't undo the damage, now does it? only after they pushed me over the edge, and really messed me up like real badly, do they feel bad for what they did? although i guess it's better than not feeling bad at all.....sorry if i'm vagueing, it just still kinda gets to me